Thursday, January 22, 2009

Say goodbye to my 22

My birthday will come soon,although it is in chinese calendar.it means I will be 23 years old.oh ,seems very old.haha.I think 22 is a very important age for me.at this year,a lot of things happened,bad ,happy---anyway,it is life.I think I am a happy person,but I feel lonely at this city most of the time,I think people live in the city always have this feeling,although it is crowed,a lot of people.but lonely is not the business with the people,at least i think so.

22 years old,a girl take her camera,walk along the road.view all the things lonely,feel all the things lonely.share all the things with her camera.although she can not take good pictures,she likes to do this.feel the sunshine on her face.feel the wind kiss her face.feel the beautiful songs the birds sing---

22 years old,a girl tried to love one time,at last she failed,because she gave up. she had a happy ending with the boy,and she back to the life of single.she feels satisfy.she wants to thank that boy.

22 years old,she graduated from the university.at the graduated party,the whole class thanks her,because she did a lot of things for all the classmates.she felt very tired .but she felt happy,because she knew all she did is valuable.

22 years old she started to work,feel the new life different from school.she feel she lost.she can not happy again at the begining.but she think she must do her job well,she works hard.but she feels the working life is so boring,always the same things.she feel that is not the life she looking for.she wondering.as the day coming to say goodbye to her 22.she still dont know what the future will be.but she hope she can experience different life.and she is waiting for ---

For her coming 23 years old,she hope it will be better,and she needs to think about her future.She knows she is old enough to do more things she never try and afraid to try,she hope she will take the first step to try.

Say Happy Birthday To Myself:)

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year

The Chinese New Year is coming,here,everywhere is crazy busy.traffic,shops,restaurants,etc.it seems I always dont have any interesting in busy things,but for work,I hope I can be busy.when I busy I can forget a lot of things,just focus on my job.I dont know if I using this way to escape from life.I dont like here that much,that is because this is a money world.and nothing special for view.all are high buildings,but it is a good place for job.I still remember when I was a student,I hope I can have my own business.but now,things changed.I will think even I have my own business I will not live happily.and now,i prefer to own a coffee bar,or others which can provide peole to relax.People will feel I am crazy if I tell them I like to be a waitress in a coffee bar.But I really like that kind of place.As my age getting old,it seems it is impossible to do this kind of job.

Anyway,It is better to have a dream than no,therefore,I will try to fulfill it,even I know it is difficult,or it will be changed as time pass.I just hope I can try .

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Zero Zone

Created a blog at this web,seems cool,and i hope i can write down something here,becasue i think i am too lazy.anyway,it done.